They call us hopeless dreamers.

grar.

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 02:34:07 GMT

I HATE THE SNOW.
especially 16 fucking inches of this shit!!!!!!

I walked from those apartments by d&h drugstore on broadway today to that stoplight at petco and these guys pulled over and gave me a ride... ahhaa, if i weren't FREEZING to death i obviously wouldn't have taken the ride but they were still in high school so i accepted. I was soo glad though, it was crazy.

but seriously... i want all the snow to be gone tomorrow.

heyyy ya'll

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 20:33:29 GMT

Things have gotten a little better i guess. I mean shit still sucks and sometimes i have nights where i just honestly would like to do nothing but cry. I'm forcing myself to do shit though, cause sitting at home and sulking will definitely not help me. Also, if I'm going to find a guy this time it has to be someone whose good for me. Haha, maybe motivate me to goto school instead of skipping it or someone whose ACTUALLY going to college and not working at a tire place the rest of his life... yeeeeeeeeeah. Anyways, enough of that. Tonight should be fun. My cousin's going to be in town... YAY, IT'S FINALLY THE CHRISTMAS SEASON!!! That's something to get excited about, right? I looove new years eve too! Alright well, i'm gonna go... call me if you wanna hang out sometime?

hehe.

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 21:09:09 GMT

this week has been just absolutely horrible.
if the world just suddenly exploded i wouldn't be surprised.
Last night on the other hand was exactly what i needed...
not to mention wednesday.
Spending time with friends is so underrated. That shit is so awesome.
BLAH. i'm fucking stressed out. plus i didnt goto class today so i could take a nap.

i really really really really hate my life right now.

survey!

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 13:31:44 GMT

SENIOR YEAR

1. Who was your best friend(s)? lauren schaumburg, steph, kelly, brian, jcur, erin
2. What sports did you play? None
3. What kind of car did you drive? nissan sentra
4. It's a Friday night, what are you doing? getting drunk at the kfd house.. :(
5. Were you a party animal? we got drunk before class sometimes, lol
6. Were you considered a flirt? sometimes
7. Ever skip school? YES, my favorite was going to Worlds of fun with alaina, jcur, and ern!
8. Were you a nerd? no
9. Were you in any clubs? Nope
10. Did you get suspended/expelled? negative
11. Can you sing the alma mater? no
12. Who was your favorite teacher? mrs.pettlon, and sadly mrs.stephenson
13. Favorite class? yearbook.
14. What was your school's full name? David H. Hickman High School
15. School mascot? Kewpies
16. Did you go to dances? just junior senior prom
17. If you could go back and do it over, would you? not at all, I had SOO much fun in high school that if you could do it again i dont think it would be the same
18. What do you remember most about graduation? I loved graduating. Me and marcie luna yelled for everyone who didnt get clapped for and marcie proceded to say "JEFF BUSH IS MY LOVER!" so loud.
19. Favorite memory of your Senior Year? i have WAY too many, getting drunk with my best friends every weekend and always doing something fun
20. Were you ever posted up on the senior wall? i dunno
21. Did you have a job senior year? yeah, randy's and my dad's
22. Where did you go most often for lunch? i went to anywhere with aylia
23. Have u gained weight since then? doubtful
24. What did you do after graduation? the all-night party where i won a bbq grill, i shit you not... I took a bunch of adderoll so I was wide awake so me and lauren played bingo majority of the time and when we left we all bought cigars and watched the sunrise.
26. Where are most of your classmates? mizzou
27. Are you going to your ten year reunion? hopefully, I'd love to see what everyone looks like.

doowop!

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 23:36:49 GMT

I'm so content with my life right now. I dunno it's SO nice to be able to just watch movies and hang out. Oh Brian moved into his place with Tera and Drew and it's so nice! I'm there a lot, so if you need me call and you can come over! Haha, I'm watching something on MC hammer going bankrupt right now, Who the FUCK builds a 10 million dollar dream house. Fucking idiots! Anyways, I really haven't done much lately besides school, work, and goto Brian's. I'm lame I know, but fuck you! Damn, I don't even know what to say anymore....

COMMENT TELLING ME YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY WITH ME!!!
yay!

time is tissue.

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 22:37:08 GMT

Alright, I recommend everyone going and seeing snakes on a plane. That movie is so awesomely bad. I loved it. AND I CAN'T WAIT TO BUY IT ON DVD.

anyways, bought my books for school today $288... godamn. My first class is sociology and then AMERICA IN VIETNAM (wtf kinda bullshit is that?? chris, i'll need your help on this class...) and then off to math... Haha I have math with the asian twins, that'll be interesting.

So yeah, i can't believe summer is over already.... FUCK, that sucks.

My whole point of this entry was about snakes on a plane... really!!!!!!

-lauren.

yayo.

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 17:36:43 GMT

So I'm watching Milk Money.
HOLY SHIT, i haven't seen this movie in forever.
Anyways... I have an awesome boyfriend.
Haha, he brought me flowers to work the other day.
awwwwwwwwwwwwww.
It's fucking HOT in my house.
I'm melting!!!!!

I WANNA SEE THE AARON/CRAIG/GRANT/ARTURO HOUSE.
that's all.

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 15:08:38 GMT

Sometimes I can't understand why my dad constantly makes me feel like the lowest piece of shit in the entire world... And in about an hour he'll apologize and act like everything's fine. It's not fine. It won't be fine. I've never really admitted to anyone that my dad is the biggest asshole I know... sure he's cool, he buys me a lot of stuff, and sometimes he can be the nicest guy in the whole world. But I can't even remember a time where i've seen him in the past year and I haven't cried. It's fucked up, and I continue to put up with the bullshit everytime I goto work with him twice a week. I'm fucking done.

dissapointing....

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 18:18:09 GMT

I'm pretty dissapointed in myself. I'm not going to camp this year.
I want to go but I just got back from colorado and I was gone a week
and I'd be gone another week... I would be gone for my mom's birthday
again and I just... I don't know why I don't have the motivation to
go this year. I'm going to regret it too. I told Jill that I'd go on
visitor's day but then I think I'd just want to stay. GRRR. I'm so
aggravated right now. Somebody pleeeease help me out?

ANYWAYS, that's a pic from colorado, a rainbow... ohhhh! This summer
has been awesome, I love it. "happy birthday" today, arturo! hahaha. =]

Somebody come get ice cream at randy's today.... 2-7.

teeeeeeeheee.

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 07:32:13 GMT

oh my gosh!
it's been such an awesome week.
this is how the summer is SUPPOSED to be.

stole this from chrissay boi.

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 19:31:01 GMT

if you comment on this post:
1. I’ll respond with something random about you
2. I’ll challenge you to try something
3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I’ll tell you something I like about you
5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours

URRRUAH!

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 06:03:03 GMT

Warped tour = awesome.
I had so much, although i'm burnt as shit... it was still fun.
the bands i saw=
Plain White T's
Over It
Hellogoodbye
Less Than Jake
Underoath
Emery
Saves The Day
Cartel
The Spill Canvas
Motion City Soundtrack
Thursday
Rookie Of The Year
Saves The Day (Acoustic)
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
The Felix Culpa
The Academy Is...
Spitalfield
Emanuel
Rise Against
Paramore
Against me!
Anti-flag
NOFX

It was really good. We didn't eat all day so i sometimes felt like puking, so that sucked but yeah. I think I'm going to the st.louis one too.

Murder By Death is coming to Mojo's and i'm really pissed cause I'll be at camp... =[
Say Anything is coming too.

I goto shepard park waaay too much.

and tonight goes down in history...
cause i indeed took shots with jayna.
-thank you and goodnight.

yessss.

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 10:30:50 GMT

I think I'm gonna quit drinking for awhile. -okay at least for this week. I'm not gonna lie, I think I've been drunk 5 nights in a row now. It doesn't seem bad, but it's just not good for me. I was drunk earlier tonight and it was really nice. I'm pretty sober right now for the most part.... I passed out at 12 and woke up at 3:30. Hmm so now I can't sleep and i just keep thinking of shit. YAY!!! =[ Some shit is so confusing. But whatever, I'll get over it eventually. I just watched 'Just Friends', and it's like my 45894570 time watching it. I really need to put a new dvd in my dvd player. I think we're getting a new puppy. It's half chihuahua and half yorkie, and it looks like a little deer!!! awwwww, How cute!! teehee. I went to the river tonight with jon, and met up with Brian, and Alex. It was so peaceful. Aside from our drunk loudasses, it was really nice. Fuck it's getting light out. Hah, good luck to me sleeping tonight. Too much shit to think about and i hate it. Alright, I'll try sleeping again. G'night.

smdhngjsdfghdfkgjd

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 01:50:20 GMT

SUMMER is AMAZING. It's exactly what i needed.
I graduated.
I'm going to Warped Tour June 19th.
I'm going to Breckenridge with steph July 7-15.
I'm going to CAMP.

and i'm spending the summer with my favorite people in the whole world.

Everything is good for now.

bored... so i cut the survey in half.

Sun, 28 May 2006 21:17:50 GMT

X MARKS THE SPOT

You are
[] short, under 5'4
[]5'4" -5'6''
[x] 5'7" - 6'0
[] tall 6'1 and up

NATURALLY
[x] blonde
[] redhead
[] brunette
[] dirty blonde
[] dark brown
[] black

[x] blue-eyed
[] brown-eyed
[x] green-eyed
[] hazel/light brown-eyed
[] gold/grey-eyed
[] silver/grey- eyed
[x] blue/green-eyed
[] blue/grey-eyed
[x] they change colors

[] glasses!
[] contacts
[x] neither

[] short hair
[x] medium hair
[] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[] khaki
[] aqua
[] pink
[x] hot pink
[] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[] lime green
[x] blue
[] white
[x] turquoise
[x] silver
[] purple
[] brown
[] orange
[] grey
[] maroon
[] gold
[] teal
[] clear
[x] bronze
[] don't really care
[] I don't believe in favorite colors

Some things you've done?
[x] ice skating
[x] hiking
[] kayaking
[] rafting
[x] water skiing
[x]camping
[x] horseback riding
[] bodysurfing and skin boarding
[] snowboarding
[x] skiing
[x] dancing
[] cheerleading
[] lacrosse
[] street hockey
[x] gymnastics
[] martial arts
[x] baton twirling
[x] swimming
[] wakeboarding
[x] tubing

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] laid back
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
[] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[x] slow
[] innocent

you like listening to?
[x] pop
[] country
[] Christian
[] classical
[x] techno
[x] oldies
[] opera
[x] 80's
[] disco
[x] rap
[x] classic rock
[x] punk
[x] metal
[x] screamo
[x] reggae
[x] alternative
[] musical tunes

The pets you have HAD?
[x] cat(s)
[x]dog(s)
[x] lizard(s)--tony had one
[] rat(s)
[]ferret(s)
[x]bunny(ies)
[x] fish
[]duck(s)
[] horse(s)
[x] bird(s)
[x] frog (s)
[x] hermit crab
[] turtle
[x] hamster
[] snake
[x] gerbil
[x] guinea pig
[] pig
[] goat
[] chinchilla
[] tarantula
[] geese
[] baby chicks
[] none
[] hedgehog
[] snail
[] pirhana
[] seagull
[] newt

Clothing Brands you own?
[x] Delia's
[x] American Eagle
[] Hollister
[] The Buckle
[] Abercrombie & Fitch.
[x]Target
[x] Wal-mart
[x] Wet Seal
[x] Forever 21
[] O'neil
[x] Pac Sun
[x] Gap
[] Banana Republic
[] Aeropostale
[x] Dickies
[] Quiksilver
[x] Roxy
[] Anchor Blue
[x] Guess
[x] Lucky Brand
[] Champs
[x] Salvation army/goodwill/value village
[x] old navy
[x] victorias secret
[] Eddie Bauer
[] hot topic
[] tripp

Shoes?
[x] Flip-Flops
[] Rainbows
[x] Nike
[x] Adidas
[] Reebok
[] Billabong
[] Roxy
[] Puma
[] Jack purcells
[] Uggs
[x] etnies
[] Reefs
[x] Converse
[] K Swiss
[] Adio
[] DC
[] Steve Madden
[] vans
[x] if I like something a lot I'll buy it
[] New Balance
[] LEI
[x] Payless
[] DVS
[] Es
[]Macbeth
[x] birkenstocks --i lost them somewhere, sadly
[] polos
[] aasics
[x] Flats

What color do you wear most often?
i tend to wear blue a lot.

Least favorite color?:
pinkish

Last song heard on the radio?
i have no clue.

What's for dinner tonight?:
my mom's gone...:(

Are you happy with your life right now?
HELL YEAH... well, right now, i'm about to graduate anddddddd my mom's gone for the night... so hip hip hooray

Who did you last call on your phone?:
aylia

- PS2?:
tony does

- XBOX 360?:
no

- XBOX?:
no

- N64?:
DUH.

- PSP?:
tony does

-Gamecube?:
tony does

- SIDEKICK?:
hahaha i think keaton has one of those....

- DIGITAL CAMERA?:
yes

In what state or country do you want to go to school after high school?
eventually greece... amsterdam...

Do you shop at stores like Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch?
not usually

Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?
hahahahaha... marijuana.

How's the weather?
hotttt

When do you start summer break?:
ON MY BDAY... last tues.

Are you missing someone right now?:
not really, i'm pretty content.

One word to describe you right now:
content

Favorite pair of shoes:
any flip flops.

Do you own big sunglasses?
yes

What would you rather be doing right now?
bein lazy... sleeep.

What should you be doing right now?
cleaning.

Last text message you recieved?
missin our lauren =[

Who did you hug today?
nobody yet.

Q: How many beds did you lay in yesterday?
i think just mine, i worked all day

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
pink with polka dots

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
shower.

Q: Whats the color of your bedroom walls?
white

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
at least $100... it was my bday last week...

Q: I can't wait till:
graduation!!! :)

Q: When was the last time you saw your dad?:
umm, yesterday.

Q: Who got you to join myspace?
hahahaha adam mordica.

Q: What did you have for dinner last night?
uhh lutz's bbq, freeee shiza.

Q: Is Tom on your friends list?
duh, that's just dumb to delete THE man.

Q: Look to your left.
door, purse, books?

Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
uhhh prolly jennifer's hoodie.

Q: What website do you visit the most?
gmail.

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
nada.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my head

Q: What city was your last taxicab ride in?
it was supposed to be ITHACA, but thank god no...

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
no.

Q: Whats your favorite starbucks drink?
ahhh too expensive.

blah.

Tue, 23 May 2006 18:53:29 GMT

it's my birthday...
whoopty fuckin doo.

Sun, 07 May 2006 20:31:49 GMT

ohh i love that picture.
Prom is next weekend, I hope everything turns out alright.
I've been hanging out with soo many random groups of people
lately, and it's been so fun. My senior year has been awesome,
and I dunno if I'm ready for it to end or not...
school ends on my birthday, but i also take finals that day, so..
whatever.

bye.

nigg.

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 04:06:15 GMT

Things are going good as can be expected now, considering the circumstances... My car has about $1000+ shit to get replaced... yaya birthday present.. gay. Nobody reads this anymore, so im not even going to bother writing about shit people care about... sooo happy bday aaron white!

oh, and jack's mannequin just played "american girl" by tom petty live. AWESOME.

cranky.

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 16:28:35 GMT

Last night was weird, Someone gave me a really nice compliment and then shortly after just stopped talking to me all together, and he wouldn't even tell me bye when i left. I don't understand... right after that I fell down, and now i have grass stains on my knees. Haha, stephanie laughed... anyways. Alex Bond leaves today for 2 weeks, that's sad. Stephanie and I have the best drunken conversations. I'm not even joking. I went to saphire lounge last night, haha. It was so crazy. UGGGH stupid people fuck me up. I just hate this cycle. I'm rambeling out my ass. But hey... benjamin kweller is coming to the blue note and that just always brightens up my day... a lot.

ME SO BORED. I dont want to do homework either.

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 03:09:50 GMT

fav pic over spring break.... ever.

Type your cut contents here.

1 - What make of phone do you have?
um sprint?

2 - What's the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
397

3 - What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
"7 mojo"

4 - Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
MARCIE LUNA!

5 - Who's the last person you rang?
michellllle

6 - Who was your last missed call from?
patty

7 - Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
daddy mordica

8 - What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
"ha aww loation!!"

9- Who's the 3rd person who comes up under P?
pete

10 - Go to your Sent Items - what does the 5th message say?
"doubtful im at work till 8ish r u forsure going"

11 - Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
sarah mosbyyyy

12 - Who's your network provider?
sprint

13 - How many messages are currently in your inbox?
200

14 - What do you have as your background?
green background w/ stars

15 - Who's the 2nd person who comes up under r?
only one r and it's randys!

16 - Who do you have on speed dial 3?
lauren schaumby

17 - If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
eh?

18 - Who's the first person who comes up under C?
callie

19 - How many bars of signal do you currently have?
4 right now

20 - What do you have as your main ringtone?
incubus- warning

okay.. now for your car..

What kind of car do you drive? 94 nissan sentra

What color? uhh tan?

Do you like it? it gets me places, of course!

Any decals/stickers? jesus tape, and i <3 hooters.

Anything hanging from the rear view mirror? uhh, hickman parking tag and a crazy star thing that reflects light

Any fun stuff? good speakers, nig

Do you have seat covers? nada

How many miles does your car have on it? i have no idea

What's your first radio preset station? i've never set them

What CD is in your stereo? gorillaz

Do you cry if you get a scratch? haha, no... tony hit my car, i really dont care anymore

Does your heater work fast? yes

Does your air conditioning work? yes!

Who was the last person to ride in your car with you? umm, a bond, steph and lauren

Does your car have a lot of problems? one door doesnt open

Do you own it/lease it/given it? my daddy bought it for me

Does it get good gas mileage? sometimes

Have you ever had sex in your car? nada

yeeewhhhooo!

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 18:53:19 GMT

hahaha last night was fucking weird... on various occasions, but we won't go into that. Anyways, I feel like ass. Whatev, i had fun.

meeeh.

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 21:24:38 GMT

i feel like so much SHIT today.

yeeeay.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 22:42:34 GMT

ohhh this weekend should be good. I'm excited.
ST.PATTY'S DAY! woooo, that should be fun....
anyways, ummmm... call me??? cool.

p.s//// hahaha IM SO MISLEAD. IT'S NOT ST.PATRICK'S DAY TOMORROW.

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 04:42:32 GMT

guess who!

yeah....

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 03:33:58 GMT

I think I'm going to CMSU now. Crazy.